an explaination of this dictation...

Throughout the past...lets say 16 years of my life, I have been desperately trying to figure out what it means to love, how to deal with loss, and why logic is the best of reasoning. I come from a family of divorce, not just in the sense of parenting, but in the essence of religion, acceptance and unconditional love. I have loved and lost a million times, but now question if "love" was ever the "right" word for what I felt, did, and said. And last but not least, I have questioned the power of our intellect - at its core The Brain; its ability to break us completely, its ability to define us and create who we become, and its ability to intensely distract us from the things in life that should matter most. It is my desire to logically break down love, lovingly deal with loss, and get to the core of our loss of logic. And of course...vice versa. So game on...